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why is my job trying to destroy me? [Jul. 12th, 2007|08:03 pm]
[im feeling a little | aggravated]

a long shitty story cut painfully short
the current owners of the company i work for are divorcing and fucking up their business and most likely their children. they put us through hell two weeks ago telling everyone they were going to get fired and a new company was going to take over, shit shit shit shit and more bull shit. 
the new company never took over but they closed down the shops anyways and fucked with our money by not telling anyone when they can work again. supposedly everything went back to normal this monday.
a little russian birdie (hes former kgb i cant say too much or i will disappear) told me today that everyone is going to see a pay cut on their checks this friday. they werent even going the have the decency to look us in the face and tell us that they are about to dick us over. 
this is wage slavery at its best.


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(no subject) [Jul. 8th, 2007|11:45 pm]
[Current Location |work]
[im feeling a little | hopeful]
[the soundtrack of my life is currently playing |Robin Thicke "Can you believe"]

Baltimore has officially passed its expiration date with me. Ive decided im leaving on that midnight train to Georgia. 
And by Georgia I mean a place of higher spiritual and physical being. I am going to do a master cleanse of my life in a week and I fear all the dirty bad things I have swept under the rug and will have to deal with once I open myself up. 
Until next monday though its all McD's and cigs for me really build up the toxins so I get my money's worth. Every night for the next week I plan on getting drunk throwing up, drunk dialing some people I shouldnt, confessing things I would otherwise repress all before I shed all the dirt and become a cleaner more centered human being. 
Consider this your warning.
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never underestimate the power of the internet [Sep. 21st, 2006|11:08 pm]
[Current Location |deep in the heart of texas]
[im feeling a little | hungry]
[the soundtrack of my life is currently playing |computer hum]

i look at lj everyday, multiple times a day, for long extended periods of time. yet i can never bring myself to update.

i have written that sentence in one form or another a million times and still i dont update. i think my lj block is a result of my efforts to limit the amount of random, useless, narcissistic ranting i do over the internet. i want to write about deep important topics. for instance today would have been my grandmothers 79th birthday.
i dont want to be a downer though, so my deep important topics will for the most part stay bottled up inside until the day i have a nervous breakdown and go on a killing spree.

dont worry i might not shoot you.

and i definitely will not shoot my sister pinky, who i havent seen in a decade and was recently reunited with through facebook?!?! why couldn't we have gone on maury like the average fucked up family?

i still have 8 more seconds of fame coming to me.
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(no subject) [Jul. 18th, 2005|11:25 pm]
if you are in state college DO NOT go to club Love. its dangerous there.
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(no subject) [Mar. 24th, 2005|07:28 pm]
[im feeling a little | happy]

happy birthday to me!
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a little bit of me died today [Mar. 1st, 2005|01:07 pm]
[im feeling a little | angry]
[the soundtrack of my life is currently playing |Something devilish]

eventhough i just updated, i feel like i need to put this out there to warn the masses.

"The Passion of the Christ: Recut" is being released soon. So anyone who isnt part of some crazy christian sect should be prepared to hole up until the storm has passed.

What I dont get is how the recut version is going to be different, how do you recut a story take from a religious text? Is Jesus not going to die in this version?

</strong>I think its great that Mel Gibson has found a way to continue to profit under the guise of spreading the good word. </strong>

dont believe the hype people!

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indeed [Dec. 3rd, 2004|07:59 pm]
[im feeling a little | refreshed]
[the soundtrack of my life is currently playing |the classic music of my people]

      
jamaica is love
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seeing is believing [Sep. 3rd, 2004|07:26 pm]
[im feeling a little | dirty]
[the soundtrack of my life is currently playing |the whur of jen's fan]

apparently they do have porn for just about everyone

hippie porn

www.hippiegoddess.com

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(no subject) [Jul. 26th, 2004|05:59 pm]
[im feeling a little | calm]
[the soundtrack of my life is currently playing |all the bikini.com cd]

these are the days we're livin

these are the moments

these are the times

lets make the best time of our liiiiiivvvvveeeeesssss....

thats my ode to manish and all that is canadian

toronto )

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(no subject) [Jun. 13th, 2004|07:12 pm]
How to make a strangeladyk
Ingredients:

1 part mercy

5 parts self-sufficiency

3 parts instinct
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little lovability if desired!
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PSU DOS [Apr. 7th, 2004|03:07 pm]
[im feeling a little |quiet]
[the soundtrack of my life is currently playing |silence]

Shatter The Silence!
 
PSU Day of Silence 2004
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i was born at 2:15pm [Mar. 24th, 2004|04:06 pm]
[im feeling a little | amused]
[the soundtrack of my life is currently playing |tony basil "mickey" for nostalgic purposes]

happy birthday to me!!!!
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a post for marissa [Mar. 19th, 2004|03:34 pm]
[im feeling a little | accomplished]
[the soundtrack of my life is currently playing |TATI!]

so marissa couldnt think of what to update her journal with so she decided that i should update for her....wanna hear it, here it goes. and contrary to her belief she does not have the right to edit this post and or interject.

marissa has been very productive lately, she has been going to classes, meeting with professors etc etc. makes my job as the main character/superhero/heroine so much easier when she gets her shit done. and not that i mind taking on the mother/goddess role, because i am the supreme goddess of everyones life, but its good when the little boy acts like an adult.

speaking of adult things, marissa is official with junior. excuse me while i gag up my vital organs because i havent eaten in three days. but yes they are going steady or whatever is they are calling it these days. and i am HAPPY for them contrary to popular belief. and you know why im happy? because junior is nice and has a nice rack. i think its great that the nine year old boy and the innocent virgin are getting together to bump uglies er.... i mean talk and hold hands etc etc. and although marissa's crusty bastardness has provided hours of entertainment, i think this is a good step towards changing and growing. p.s. jess made the comment that marissa is a closet lovey dovey type. i agree, what do you think? 

speaking of bumping uglies...donna came up for a couple days and marissas room smells like sex, nasty raunchy sex. donna and shay have been bumping uglies apparently, which has put marissa out of her room and into the arms of junior (surprise surprise). but tonight she is staying at kels and she will be making crepes in the mornings mmmmmmm crepes.

what else is new in marissa's life?

well the fucking march is fucking kicking both our asses at the moment. we have not sold as many tickets for the buses as we need to, so i have to call the sexy brown man and break it to him that i dont know if we are going to sell 150 tickets. booo!

and day of silence is sucking ass and no one knows whats going on, but marissa helped make wonderful flyers that will be hung all over campus. im sure people will look at her flyers and run to be involved in dos. it shall be great.

i was just thinking about the fact that i dont know what im going to do without marissa this summer. three whole months without my nine yr old boy!?!?!?! i think i might just die...(she wanted me to write this) and im sure she will be wasting away in her igloo all the way on the other side of the country without seeing my bright shiny face everyday. we have already established that when i dont see marissa for a day or weekend or whatever bad bad things happen. imagine three months of marissa on her own without my guidance. i know it scares me too...i think that maybe i will just have to pack her in my duffle bag and take her home with me.

i dont know what else to update about, marissa is sitting right here and she cant come up with any fun and exciting topics to put in the post so....

the end

 

 

p.s. Tati is here yay!!!! ( so says marissa)

p.p.s I UPDATED IN MARISSAS JOURNAL AND FOR HER MOOD I PUT LOVED, SHE CHANGED IT. JUST AS A HEADS UP SHE HAS ALTERED PART OF HER POST IN HER JOURNAL AND THIS SADDENS ME GREATLY. THANK YOU AND GOOD NIGHT

p.p.p.s I HAVE JUST FOUND OUT THAT MARISSA ALSO CHANGED THE MUSIC ON THE AFOREMENTIONED POST. FOR MUSIC I PUT THE SWEET SOUNDS OF KAMILAH AND SHE CHANGED IT TO THE SWEET SOUNDS OF THE HUB....DONT BE FOOLED PEOPLE, SHE IS LISTENING TO THE SWEET SOUNDS OF MY LOVELY VOICE. THANK YOU THAT IS ALL

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(no subject) [Feb. 25th, 2004|04:41 pm]
Shatter The Silence!
 
PSU Day of Silence 2004



pass it on
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this is how i feel, over many different things [Nov. 24th, 2003|01:31 am]
[im feeling a little | pessimistic]
[the soundtrack of my life is currently playing |my stupid mouth-John Mayer]

my stupid mouth has got me in trouble
I said too much again
to a date over dinner yesterday
and I could see she was offended
she said "well anyway"
just dying for a subject change

oh, another social casualty
score one more for me
how could I forget
mama said "think before speaking"
no filter in my head
oh, what's a boy to do?
I guess he better find one soon

we bit our lips
she looked out the window
rolling tiny balls of napkin paper
I played a quick game of chess
with the salt and pepper shaker
and I could see clearly
an indelible line was drawn
between what was good, what just slipped out
and what went wrong

oh the way she feels about has changed
thanks for playing child again
how could I forget
mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
oh, what's a boy to do?
I guess he better find one soon

I'm never speaking up again
it only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery than she desert me
oh, I'm never speaking up again
starting now....

one more thing
why is it my fault?
so maybe I try too hard
but it's all because of this desire
I just want to be liked; I just want to be funny
look like the joke's on me
so call me Captain Backfire

oh, another social casualty
score one more for me
how could I forget
mama said "think before speaking"
no filter in my head
oh, what's a boy to do?
I guess he better find one soon

I'm never speaking up again
it only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery than she desert me
oh, I'm never speaking up again
I'm never speaking up again
I'm never speaking up again
starting now
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(no subject) [Nov. 15th, 2003|07:26 pm]
Sexy
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(no subject) [Nov. 15th, 2003|12:30 pm]
freaky



You Are A Freaky Kisser!


From tounge and lip piercings to not so nice biting,

you're a basket full of kissing surprises.

In fact, your kissing syle is so ...

scary that you've been known to send a few dates packing.

No need to worry, somewhere in the world there is a kisser freaker than you!


What Your Kissing Style Says About You:


You live life on the edge, trying everything twice and usually loving it.

Most people are too "vanilla" for your tastes - even the ones most consider wild.

Life is all about undiscovered pleasures, and you're up for finding them.


Your Personal Kissing Matches and Mismatches:



Find another Freaky Kisser and you'll be pleasantly shocking one another with how far
you'll go. Kissing while driving a motorcycle at 75mph? No problem! Want to spread your
freak around? Get together with a Manic Kisser, and you'll be kissing the whole party,
tag team style.



Warning: Stay away from Intense Kissers. They'll want to get a little
too deep into the philosophy of kissing, while you're just into it for the fun. And Juicy Kissers are
no good for you either. They're all about appearances and might have a problem with your lip and tongue piercings.



How Do *You* Kiss?

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(no subject) [Nov. 15th, 2003|12:26 pm]
drunken kiss



You Are a Drunken Kiss!


You are an impulsive kisser - kiss first, think later

And sometimes you end up suffering from a little kissing amnesia

It's all good though… your little condition allows you to kiss freely

Without headache or heartache the next morning



What Type of Kiss Are You?

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(no subject) [Nov. 10th, 2003|06:14 pm]
godd
You are Form 1, Goddess: The Creator.

"And The Goddess planted the acorn of life.
She cried a single tear and shed a single drop
of blood upon the earth where she buried it.
From her blood and tear, the acorn grew into
the world."


Some examples of the Goddess Form are Gaia (Greek),
Jehova (Christian), and Brahma (Indian).
The Goddess is associated with the concept of
creation, the number 1, and the element of
earth.
Her sign is the dawn sun.

As a member of Form 1, you are a charismatic
individual and people are drawn to you.
Although sometimes you may seem emotionally
distant, you are deeply in tune with other
people's feelings and have tremendous empathy.
Sometimes you have a tendency to neglect your
own self. Goddesses are the best friends to
have because they're always willing to help.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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(no subject) [Nov. 10th, 2003|06:06 pm]
nemesis
Nemesis


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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